Disappointment [93]
My friday started off with him oversleeping & not in
time to send mi to work. By e time I discovered, it
was alr too late to catch a bus. In no time, I zoomed
downstairs board a cab & rushed to e office.
*Watse Money*
Watz next? My mentor feedback tat she was very
stress wif her new scope of work thus her mentor,
a middle-age lady aka my buddy(cos only 2 of us
doing licensing renewal) to train mi instead. So all
her on hand cum pending shit load of work were
being dumped to mi. Thru'out e whole day, I was so
busy coping wif those new systems, going around
asking how to solve those issues & even attending
to customer enquiries! How come I still muz help
customer relations to do their job when its not
within my job scope? Kaoz... Is e company going to
pay mi double salary?
Left my office @ 6.35pm... 1st thing I told him after
I board e car was... Sat Ktv was cancelled, Sun
buffet dinner too. Haiz... so I guess I am just
another not so important fren of their. I guessed
he won't be able to feel my disappointment cos
ultimately he is not mi. Haiz... *Shake head* He
tried to comfort mi by telling mi he will bring mi for
dinner @ a jap restaurant in vivo. Afterwhich I
asked him to drive mi to my usual titbit shop @
Telok Blangah but it was closed. Shit... Its just not
my luck today. I went for dinner @ harbourfront
interchange. Chose to cheapest food to fill my
stomach cos I thot we are going for steamboat at
a later hour. Ordered a plate of $2 Char Kuay Teow
wif only 2 cockles & few bites of eggs. *Pathetic*
Walked over to Harbourfront when my phone rang.
A call which ruin my Friday nite. He was being
called up for Mahjong. He claimed he did paused &
asked mi if I wanna go. Maybe I'm just being deaf so
I din hear him for tat few moment. I knew I will have
to stone there for at least 4hrs. I knew I am not able
to "tong" cos its had been a long tiring day for mi.
I told him I was not going. He asked mi to sleep
at his house while he go for Mahjong? I refused
cos its realli boliao... Dun I have my own house,
room & bed? My mood turned moody... We went
to Toy R'us to turn capsule for my mario series
sound drop. He got for mi wat I wan during e 1st
try... Being a freaky fan of mario series. I requested
to turn a few more. No~~ god dun wan mi to watse
money... E machine chose to break down. Thou we
got a refund but it juz made my day worse. I dunno
how to describe it... I just told him I wanna go home
cos there's no point shopping aimlessly & putting
on a black face. I noe I was partially at fault but who
e hell will have good mood if u were in my shoes?
I was so looking forward to friday cos its one of e
very rare friday which he dun needa go for any
entertainment. But y am I so unlucky? Of so many
ppl, y mus it be mi? And y on my birthday week?
Seem like e birthday curse is still working fine. I
just couldn't hold back my disappointment anymore.
I tears on my way home. I felt so miserable when he
told mi he will go for Mahjong & make up for mi
another day. So wat am I to him? A was nothing but
a spare tyre, a company to kill his time during his
free hours. I was ranked after his work, his hobby,
his interests, his family? I can't take it anymore... I
wanna to escape from tis misery. I have decided to
go back to m'sia alone, a place where I noe I won't
get hurt nor sad. Just hope tis short break will let
mi decide clearer on wat I realli wan... Am I on e
rite pathway or am I wasting my time on somebody
which I cannot see any future. I needa wake up!!!
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November [92]
Hey AV8D!!! November is here again? Guess wat?
It will my bday again in 5 more days! Still e same
old words. I will not be celebrating to avoid any
unhappiness issue. In fact... I wanted so much to
go on a short trip like last yr but I noe its impossible
wif my new job, exam coming in 2-3 weeks time &
poor financial.
Moi Wishlist 2008
Cash / Vouchers
Nintendo Wiiiiiiiiii
Guess Watch
Trip to Japan
Slimming Package
Rebonding & Hair Dye
Hair curler & straightener
Sling Bag / Purse
Heels / Boots
Clothes / Dresses
E above are majority of my materialistic wishlist...
In fact... I just wish to be happier, healthier, slimmer!
V simple yet most difficult to acheive, isn't it? Haiz...
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Work & Lifestyle [91]
Tis is my 3rd week @ my new office. Work wise was
quite alrite as my mentor was a young & nice lady.
Colleagues wise was much better than Toshiba
cos there is alot of young ppl here. Mostly ard my
age thus we dun have age gap issue nor wrong
frequency when chatting. So far so good... Not
much comments cos its still earli. Wahhaha....!!!
Last fri was quite a suay day for mi... I thot I will
enjoy my halloween nite but end up being stuck
@ home. Was pretty tired after waiting for Jeron's
call for a few hrs. Gave up e thot of going out &
stayed @ home for some online video. Tis is not
e worst... Wat worst was I din getta eat dinner!!!
Arggghhhh... How can a pig like mi live w/o any
food? Initially I tot of ordering pizza... Auntie Sally
saw mi surfing pizza hut webby & said she wanna
order too... Then tis kpo Auntie Sally went to ask
if my bro aka idiot wanna order. Here comes e
arguement... We ended up wif all e diff choices &
size selection. See lah... NNM~~ I was so fed up wif
all e comments which tat idiot said. If u r so clever
then order urself lor. Dun come and tag along &
expect mi to pay e delivery fee or even for ur
food when wat I wan is not in e order list!!! NB~~ I
got so angry that I shouted I dun wanna eat nor
order liao and chased e 2 outta my room. I was v
angry & text baby abt it. I was expecting him to
bring mi out to eat after his entertainment at 1am.
NO!!! I received a call from him tat his entertainment
will end later. I was angry & I hate tis kinda sudden
change when mi on e other end had been counting
down. He reached my home ard 3am... by then I
was alr v tired & restless. I cried when I saw him
cos I felt tat it v "wei qu" for mi to stay up & wait
for him every fri. I refused to said a word nor eat
anything. Due to hunger & my bad mood... I cried
myself to sleep... Y I have to land myself in this
stage? Since when have I become so useless &
being so dependent on him? Wif him... I have
slowly become a failure. Tis is not mi! I used to be
a strong gal...! So from now on... I shall just exercise
every fri, have a light dinner & go home for an early
rest. Tis will be my plan starting from 10 November!
I promised myself to slim down, keep fit & live
healthy. I will cut down on food intake & exercise
more to burn off all my excess fats. I wanna be e
43kg(Poly's weight) Keitee again! Dun asked mi out
for big feast nor buffet. I will reject u. *PROMISE*
Went JB wif baby since e rest were not free... Went
shopping @ Jusco and saw Liumian & her bf there.
Actualli... tis is e 2nd time I saw them @ Jusco. But
e 1st time we were busying eating KFC so we din
call out for them. Refilled our titbits n drinks cos
food @ baby's house always went missing. I dunno
who ate them. Its not baby so I suspected its his
bro since we share e same room... But I din ask nor
said anything. Imagine I wrapped a pack of titbits
in a plastic bags & put it inside another big bag
which I stored all my DVDs. I was v susprised tat tis
person actually come & dig my stuff when I am not
ard. Arrrrgggghhhh....! Whenever I discovered it,
its alr gone & digested. Tis is not e 1st time... My
titbits always went missing suddenly. Arrrgghhh..!
Ok.... coming back. We went straight for dinner @
Senibong. I told baby tat I was craving for crab but
din getta eat cos he said his was losing $$ in soccer.
Damn... if tat e case y dun tell mi earlier? We should
have gone to Da Ma Hua Yuan for cheaper food.
Since crab is out then y choose to eat there? Haiz...
I just dun uds wat is he thinking at times or rather
most of e time. Afterwhich head back to SG cos I
bought some food for Baby Darren aka Zhu Rou
Yuan. Midnite activity was MJ @ lynette house
while I rotted wif my DS lite again....
OK... tat abt all.... I am knocking off in 20mins time.
Byezzzzz......!!! Oh yah... Below is my GE Women Pic....
Nice hor? We looked so radiant instead of tired. Lolx...
*Sorry for e bad quality cos I re-took using my Digicam*

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Great Eastern Women 10K 2008 [90]
Was back from my GE Women 10K run... Was totally
shag after run cos of serveral reasons:
- Lack of Training (Trained once only)
- No Stamina (0% stamina)
- Lack of Sleep (2hrs isn't sufficient)
- Cannot adjust to e distance (10k seem endless)
- Aching Thigh after 1km+ (No Deep-heat... Y???)
Okok... Shall not blame anymore cos its over & I
am feeling happy & contented after e run. Thou my
timing sux since I walked like nobody business.
Luckily I wasn't last... tat my only aim for e run. Haha...
Woke up at 5.30am... prepared myself, wake baby up
to drive mi home to grab my towel & rubber band &
pick yy along e way. Reach Padang b4 7am... Drank e
pack of milo yy brought for mi, Changed into our
running shoes, secured our champion chip &
deposited our baggage. Walked over to e start line
to do some warming up... Btw I nearly sprained my
right ankle when walking down some steps. Heng
nv kanna... if not dun even needa run... Can packed
up & go home! E spirits were so high at e start line.
Everyone were so sporting to cheer so loudly even
thou most of them dunno wat is going on. Haha... E
race started at 7.30am sharp... We started running
slowly among e crowd & humid air... To my surprised
I saw "0097" aka 2007 GE Women Champion was alr on
her way back while we r still running opposite direction.
OMG~~ How she do it? Its realli v fast lor...! Just b4 e
slope up to nicoll Highway I stopped cos my thigh was
aching... I was so afraid tat I might get a muscle cramp
or pull if I insisted to run. My morale was low too... I
chose to stop & walk. Wahhaa.... *useless mi*
Afterwhich we run & walk to complete our race. Of
cos our timing were poor but its just an experience
mah... Thanks Yy for being so accomodating. I noe u
can run much more faster & longer if I weren't there.
Thanks for pacing mi all e way...! We shall run faster
next yr. Heeheez...
After e race... we went to grab some banana, jellies &
drinks to replenish ourselves. We Q up to take a
photo too... Love e pic so much! Shall post it up later!!
Went over to Raffles city to freshen up ourselves then
went back to Padang to collect our photo. Off we went
for our breakfast cum lunch @ Bt Ho Swee then walked
home. Whhhooo... So shiok but v tiring.
I am now so into e running mood. I thot of joining
another race maybe sometime earli next yr bah... cos
I have not train nor have any stamina if I joined SCM.
I will cfm die halfway... Haha!
Life Is A Marathon. DREAM IT. RUN IT. LIVE IT.
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Back by popular demand [89]
Hohoho... I'm back by special request from J & M.
lolx... Nv did I noe my entries were so interesting
& can cheer a person up. I gald I had tis power now
to at least cheer up 2 person now.
Homemade Steamboat @ Pipit Road
Home alone party for our prince & royal frenz...
But princess nv come leh! Y huh? Next time muz
join us, ok? Met tat prince @ Haig Road Sheng
Siong to buy those food for steamboat. We were
so happy to go ard grabbing food as if they were
free... We grab from frozen hotdog, crab sticks to
fresh prawn, flower crab to titbits & drinks. Total
bill cost us more than $100+.... Went back to e
Palace to prepare our food. I din help much cos I
hate to handle those stinky & raw ingredients. I
am so called being classified under "Xian Za Ren
Deng"... All I can do is to peel some corns n veg &
take pic of those busy ppl. Haha...
** Pixy to be up later... Lazy to upload now...! **
E party starts ard 7plus after the arrival of all e
royal frenz... We started off by taking some grp
photo b4 we create a big mess on e table. We
stuffed ourselves till 95% full before we stopped
eating. By then, everyone was alr stoning in e
living room. Gambling starts but I can see tat most
of us were not in e rite mood cos we were so
sleepy n nua... E nite ended wif 2 rounds of MJ
while I rotted myself by glueing onto e TV, DS lite
& going round disturbing ppl.
JB Trip Wif My KaKiz
As usual we went for our weekly JB trip... Tis time
round we went in a car. 1st stop was massage
parlour again... did 1 hr body massage + 1 hr foot
massage. E body massage was alrite but e auntie
was v talkative. She kept passing v "dot" comments
like... Wah! Miss... ur butt v big hor... but nice cos
"Qiao Qiao". I was like NB~~ I dun need u to tell mi
tat my butt is big! I knew it long ago lor... As she
massaged somewhere near my knee cap, I felt a
sharp pain thus I told her its v painful, requesting
her to press lighter at tat area. She claimed tat all
my fats/oil were cloned ard tat area thus advising
mi not to eat so much meat. Try to change my diet
to more veg... Hello! If I can change, I will change it
20yrs ago lor! Then she happily went on commenting
tat its her 1st time hearing tat eat veg will vomit!
Veg to mi was like sai lor... If I ask u eat sai, u sure
u won't vomit? NB~~~~ Oh yah... her body massage
was ok... but foot massage CMI leh... boh skill one!
Afterwhich we went city square for dinner cum KTV.
Its cost RM53 for KTV cum free spread of buffet...
I was very surprised with their standard of food. I
muz said its nicer than Sakura! After they ursher us
to our room, we dashed out to e buffet line grabbing
for food like some hungry ghosts... lolx! We rushed
back to our room to fill our stomach b4 we started
singing all our fave songs from Xiao Hu Dui to Jackey
Cheung & more... Oldies Nite! We enjoyed ourselves
by eating their "off-standard dessert" cum listening
to our dear fren singing "Ting Hai"! "Ting..............."
Regret of e nite... I purposely din bring my digcam
along cos I noe I will need to squeeze 4 passports
into my small sling bag! But I will rem to bring it next
sat.... Kel! Pls make urself available! We still haven
sing "Qing Ge Wang"! And prince... ask ur princess
to join us if possible!!! ^_^
** Pixy to be uploaded later.... **
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Yippie Yaya Yippie Yippie Ya~[88]
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ANGRY!!! [87]
WTF!!! Why alex's carplate number have to appear on
1st Prize(ibet) today??? Why can't it wait till sat/sun
where we rem to buy 4D??? Why??? NB lor...!
And on Monday I just told Alex... I am going to give
up some of my numbers. I will concentrate on
buying only 3 set of numbers bigbig! F**K!!!
* ANGRY + FED-UP + PISSED + SIBEI TUI AH~~~ *
I guess no word can describe my feeling now...
All I can think of is scolding all e @!*#$^%&!
I has been buying tis number constantly for 1yrs+
but I only won $6 from it. WTF? Tis number is not
worth investing at all lor. Thus from today onwards...
I am going to quit my habit of buying 4D on every
wed, sat & sun. I shall save all my e $$ which I intend
to buy 4D into my piggy bank. When I open it up 1yr
later... I guess its as good as winning 1st prize!!!
LETTER OF AGREEMENT
I, Janice Tay Jia Hui, of NRIC No: SXXXXXXXA hereby
promise to quit betting on 4D from 8 October 2008.
If failure to do so, I shall be fine up to SGD$2000.

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Janice Tay Jia Hui
SXXXXXXXA
8 October 2008
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BBQ + Steamboat + Waraku + Ktv [86]
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Fish Spa + Genting [85]
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Happy Week [84]
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